[Maxxie takes a deep breath, bracing himself for how crazy he's about to sound. It's not as if all of this isn't crazy already, but Maxxie doesn't want to be the type of person who adds on.]
It's just... all these people, like friends and family and I know they're my friends and family but I don't recognize them. It's like a dream where you just accept it, but this keeps coming back and I think about them when I'm awake. And it all seems so normal, and from what I remember I was trying really hard to start dancing in musicals in London, but it was really hard. And I think about, if that's actually the life I'm supposed to have, isn't this... better? Why should I want to go back?
[He pauses, drifting off as his tone gets less convincing as he goes. He's not sure he does think this is better. Financially, maybe, and all those dreams he had can easily be fulfilled here, but with the way the label is treating them...]
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It's just... all these people, like friends and family and I know they're my friends and family but I don't recognize them. It's like a dream where you just accept it, but this keeps coming back and I think about them when I'm awake. And it all seems so normal, and from what I remember I was trying really hard to start dancing in musicals in London, but it was really hard. And I think about, if that's actually the life I'm supposed to have, isn't this... better? Why should I want to go back?
[He pauses, drifting off as his tone gets less convincing as he goes. He's not sure he does think this is better. Financially, maybe, and all those dreams he had can easily be fulfilled here, but with the way the label is treating them...]